Ok fine, I’ll write.

No idea how to change my front page into a static info. Showing my blog posts up front means I must continue writing fresh thoughts or it will look bad. So far, it feels like I’m sending my writing down the river, not knowing who will receive it. Actually, how they will receive it – that’s what is eating me up. I am so very very attached to my writing – the idea of it… the dream… the kicking of my unborn books inside of me… Ah, the suffering of an idiot trapped in the spell of logic. All the ‘but’s’ and the ‘if’s’ and the ‘not yet, not yet’ meditation had me trapped, well, like an idiot. This no more, I say! Have a great day, people down the river – I will keep me posted….